Tuesday, April 20

LEFT OUT.

"Nothing you confess, could make my love you less.
If you're mad, get mad, dont hold it all inside"

As usual, met fan, headed school, bought drink, assemble in hall. Never see my b the whole day accept recess:x Mr tan nv come, so relieve period for pe, i want pe luh, wth.
eng, went library, was silent.
maths, learn new stuff, was silent.
recess, ate went back class alone, was silent.
geog, mr ow nv come, relieve again, was silent AGAIN, tears fall inevitable, silently.
lastly bio, did experiment. bought milk tea and homed. Another day past like worse then yesterday. Wana find someone to text/talk to, but none was there. b had to concentrated studying, plus prepaid low, hais. mood rather low, but dont think there's anyone who notice? Friends said, i've gone very quiet nowadays, not laughing as much as the past. i agree uh, what have gone wrong man. im like tired of laughing, jokes doesnt seem to be funny to me, dont know why. Telling my b to past everyday happily, but what am i doing now. stupid me. This few days, i really felt left out sia, the feeling of it sucks totally, I DONT WANT TO BE LEFT OUT, PLEASE!!. Cant concentrate on studies too. Worse thing is, exams are round the corner?! im gonna be in deep trouble man. Really feel like crying out loud man, omg luh:'( Really feel like telling b, but he have his own problems, so i just kept quiet n lent a listening ear, text happily with b, cheering him up like dk what. Pathetic me!:s Really no strenght already!! Alamak! later still have dance! TIME TO WAKE UP AH!!! Gotta prepare for later already.

GOODTHEBYES, LIVING THINGS(x

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